wow, so much blogging...
tesseract system |12/14/24
so...we might have a new member. also yes, cipher added hints. nothing bad happened to us so it wasn't a split. i feel really bad for them cuz peri's been an asshole and i know hes just Like that but. cmon. we are all quite stressed since we were *just* getting comfortable with the system dynamic---but! it is not mystery guy's fault! and i am excited to acclimate them to the World. we'll give them like a week before anything is made "official". i am now instituting a "do not try to summon guys as a joke. ever" rule because we now know it can work lol (honestly i've been taking a pretty authoritative role recently...i mean, someone has to keep pebbles in check) also, we are interested in re-learning toki pona, so we'll see where that goes. - a
UM...HINTS!
tesseract system |12/13/24
MAYBE TOMORROW I WILL ADD SUCH A THING. I WILL REFRAIN FROM SAYING ANYTHING DISPARAGING ABOUT ANYONE'S INTELLIGENCE. IN THE MEANTIME, I HAVE BEEN CREATING A PLUSHIE OF MYSELF BECAUSE WE STILL DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH EFFIGIES OF ME LYING AROUND! ALSO DOES ANYONE ELSE HATE FEELING BLURRY? I AM A VERY INDIVIDUAL PERSON AND I DO NOT WISH TO BE ANYONE ELSE EVER IF THAT MAKES SENSE! 3:(- THIS IS AN ADVANCED CATLIKE EMOTICON. OH, I HAVE MADE A NICKNAME FOR ONE OF THE FELINES I LIVE WITH, I CALL HIM 'THE ORGANISM". NOW THERE ARE MANY ORGANISMS IN THIS WORLD, BUT HE IS THE CAPITAL T O THE ORGANISM. HIGH HONOR FOR SUCH A DECEPTIVE BEING. AM I RAMBLING? I HOPE SO! ALSO THANK ME FOR ADDING LITTLE PICTURES TO THESE BLOG POSTS NOW. :3 :3- P
hints? hints, your honor?
tesseract system |12/11/24
hello one day later. we are very sick and plhegmy, also we have been watching alpharad's pokemon showdown metronome slop. it's awesome. our friend recently went through cipher's puzzles---we have learned that they are TOO HARD. so eventually claw will implement a hint system. he does actually want people to see his page after all. - a
heh...hi.
tesseract system |12/10/24
holy guacamole guys, why is school so much. ever have those weeks where its just like? ok but is this amount of work necessary... tear in eye emoji. anyway, pebs did indeed do whatever he wanted, and i have never seen that man beg like he has BEGGED me to get infected with his iterator virus. no not the rot. now his proposition was very appealing: we could be closer friends this way...and even after a month and a half of knowing each other he *still* didnt consider me his friend...so. i am a simple guy. he didnt actually pressure me that much i am being a little silly, though i could never be as silly as silly pebbles! so that's what that art i made is about. and i am really happy that we are bonafide besties. took long enough... - a
HRHRHE HII
tesseract system |12/07/24
WOWEE I DID NOT NOTICE I CHANGED THE NAME SECTION INSTEAD OF THE TITLE OF THE LAST POST! ANYWAY! I PLAYED EVEN MORE! I AM SHREDDING UP SPEARMASTER'S CAMPAIGN. I ONLY CHEATED A LITTLE ON CHIMNEY CANOPY OK. I DIDNT WANNA DEAL WITH THOSE PESKY PESKY KING VULTURES >:UUU BUT IM GETTING BETTER AT COMBAT :3 I WILL TRY TO WORK ON MY PAGE TODAY. HI INTERNET WOWIEE SOMETIMES I WONDER WHERE YOU ALL COME FROM! QUITE A LOT OF PEOPLE VISIT A DAY! THANK YOU FOR LOOKING AT OUR BIG BIG PROJECT THAT IS THIS JUMBLE OF HTML!!!!!! ALSO I AM RED LIZARD FOR FUN I MIGHT ALSO BE AN ITERATOR FOR FUN I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT FOREVER YAY - P
my googness...
RAIN WORL|12/04/24
RAIN WORLD RAIN WORLD WRIAN WORLD YEAHAHAHAAA WOOHOO HEY BY THE WAY LOOK UP VINNY VINESAUCE TUBBY CUSTARD AND WATCH THE WHOLE THING! FOR ME! THANK YOU! - P
my googness...
tesseract system |12/03/24
gyarhhh they say it gets worse before it gets better. but. fellas. it just keeps getting worse. i hope...duly...that this is truly truly the freaking end...but the last few times i hoped that, it wasn't. good news:i played some side order after a while of not touching it. ddidnt complete the tower thjough. then i swept in a round of zones and immediatly got swept the round after. thats splatoon for ya. we were so full of joy and innocence and naivete in our old blog posts, now every other one is a vent...i promise we'll get less depressing eventually
edit a few minutes later: not us in late september being like "i wish i didnt feel so fragmentary"...buddy i have news. ALSO. edit edit. please dont go digging to find our ex friends or ex whatevers and do anything- if you do you are weird in the bad way and i will hate you forever. nobody wants to be hated by acht splatoon right - a
RAIN FREAKING WORLD
tesseract system |12/01/24
I AM HAVE ADDICT, LOOK AT MY SON
ALSO I MIGHT BE RED LIZARD FOR FUN I MEAN IM ALREADY THE SCARLET LIZARD
THATS LITERALLY ME... WE GOT RAINWORLD THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS UMMMM 2 YEARS AGO AND PERSONALLY IT IS MY FAVORITE EVAR - P
A SLIGHTLY NEW PERSPECTIVE
tesseract system |11/30/24
NOW THAT I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE GIVEN UEHMM... 0 CHANCES WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR BIGGEST BLUNDERS, MAYBE I WAS A LITTLE TOO HARSH ON THE AXOLOTL! THE GUY AT LEAST TRIED TO HELP ME! MORE THAN I CAN SAY FOR SOME HUMANS IN THE WORLD. TO THE AX: I AM ABOUT FIFTY PERCENT APOLOGETIC. - P
happy holidays!
tesseract system |11/29/24
we had a gr8 few days of break, spending time with BASED family and touching grass and eating so soo much food...ohh i have eaten enough cheese to kill a victorian farmer. love and joy exists in this world. we might even be going to a furry convention soon, our dream since we were like 7! things aren't looking so bad for us in the near future, luckily. - a
EDIT LIKE 2 HOURS LATER: I ATE A DONUT AND IT WAS GOOD AND I WAS THINKING "HAHAAHA WOW THE VESSEL IS IN PAIN FROM SO MUCH SUGAR" THEN I REMEMBERED OH YEAH IM STUCK HERE WOOPS WOW I CAN FEEL THE BACTERIA SWARMING THE POSTERIOR MOLARS AS I SPEAK. ALSO I LIKE WILL WOOD - P
FATE SMILES DOWN UPON ME
tesseract system |11/25/24
ON THE WAY HOME FROM SCHOOL, I SAW A METAL, SOMEWHAT RUSTY AND RATHER LARGE MODEL OF A TESSERACT CUBE PROPPED UP ON A STUMP IN SOMEONE'S YARD. THIS IS VERY ODD, I MEAN, WHY THE HELL WOULD THERE JUST BE A RANDOM ASS TESSERACT CUBE IN SOMEONE'S YARD? PERSONALLY I DON'T KNOW. BUT I THINK THAT'S AWESOME. AND WE ARE FATED TO BE LOVED! (P.S. I MIGHT BE A CO-HOST NOW) (P.P.S. IF YOU FOUND THE HIDDEN CODE AND CAN'T DECODE IT, I SEEMED TO HAVE REMOVED 3 LETTERS FROM THE ALPHABET FOR SOME REASON... WOOPS.) - P
back in business!
tesseract system |11/23/24
sorry for the little scare guys! business will be continuing as usual from here on out. we won't let a pack of ruffians scare us into not making our website lawl :U also we're making a minecraft world to play together on. i too have school work to do - a
TEEHEE
tesseract system |11/21/24
I LOVE FRONTING :D YAY I GET TO BE A PERSON AND PILOT THE PLASMA BAG :3 YAYY :333 I USED TO ONLY BE ABLE TO FRONT FOR A FEW MINUTES, THEN A FEW HOURS BUT NOW I CAN GO FOR DAYS! WOW I HAVE SCHOOL WORK I NEED TO DO - P
ART! FUN!
tesseract system |11/16/24
ALL OF THE RECENT FURRY ART HAS BEEN ME. TEEHEE. ALSO, I AM WORKING ON A LITTLE MYSTERY. - P
walter
tesseract system |11/14/24
wow, being in all honors sucks! soo much work. anyway, let me tell you the story of walter. around the infancy of our plurality, we had a dream of a new headmate named walter. he was just some random white man and i remember not liking him much. i think he looked like yanderedev??? i remember we woke up and i was like. is walter real. to our collective joy walter was not real. also i updated the about section, hopefully its pretty fleshed out now. one day we will stop being sad and actually finish some wips of this site...
god one thing that sucks about having such a big ol site is that if you go thru some life changing identity shattering stuff you have to update EEEVEERRYYTTHINNG. i might end up making an 'archive' section for all of that old stuff and bring in some new stuff! that'll be a massive undertaking though. not anytime soon, but look forward to it.- a
friendship 2
tesseract system |11/11/24
I'M FRONTING AND LOWKEY DONT GIVE A EFF OR WHATEVER YEAHH WOHOOO WOOPEEEE! I REALLY WANNA REWATCH SOURCE BUT WE'RE SAVING THAT FOR THE KINVERSARY OR WHATEVER. WHICH IS IN MARCH...SO IT'LL BE A LITTLE WHILE! FOR NOW I'M JUST LISTENING TO THE OST AND VIBING AND STUFF! WE GOTTA SEW SOON FOR OUR BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY! WE ARE GONNA TRY TO MAKE A PLUSHIE OF "TRICO" FROM THE LAST GUARDIAN SINCE IT'S HER FAVORITE GAME. WISH US LUCK, ACCORDING TO MY VERY PROFESSIONAL PREDICTIONS, WE ARE GOING TO BE "MAD RUSTY" AT SEWING SINCE IT'S BEEN MONTHS SINCE WE LAST DID. - P
friendship
tesseract system |11/10/24
life is so hard without friends. it's been... a few weeks since we were cut off. i want to be happy, but it's so hard. not having anyone to talk to on the weekends. we are beginning to hate weekends. i'd rather go to school so i have less time to think. our counselor told us to do hobbies and other fun stuff to cope but... it doesnt really work? i'm drawing and im still thinking. i'm watching anime and i'm still thinking. it's childish to call myself a martyr, but it's hard not to feel that way. well, we are a child. maybe i've ought to not be so tough on ourselves. it's so difficult when you trust people then they tell you you're playing the victim for feeling hurt. i feel like i cant BE hurt. like i'm not allowed to be hurt or be sad, that it's unreasonable. that's what we were told. counselors and the people that still care about us say otherwise, but man it's hard. we still love those friends, we still hold their opinions in high regard. we need to STOP loving them. but man it's hard. hey can peri front or something he lowkey dgaf and i DONNTTT WANNA BE HERE L SAVE ME. eveyr little THING reminds us of those people. playing minecraft? remember when we played together. playing splatoon? remember our team. among other things. if only one of them would step up and say sorry, we'd have our closure. but we'll never get it. i gotta accept that soon. - a
binging! 2
tesseract system |11/9/24
well we finished.
edit like 7 mins l8er: i made a pony.
i'm reaching critical danger levels i havent been THIS down bad for an ANIME BOY in checks notes...like...7 years. i'm embarrassed yet simultaneously cognizant of te fact that simping over l death note is the most highschooler thing to ever do so its okay. we love cringe here. do you think this will fill the void in my hearts slash jay - a
binging!
tesseract system |11/8/24
as serial alpharad and mongy monday viewers of course we watched him play ...death note among us goofy game...anyway so we're binging death note... it's been 2 days we're halfway through. hey wanna see l in black leggings. dunno how the cat ears got there
also in school we made a paper craft of a patapon creature I (acht) fuckin LOVE patapon
- a
we all knew it was going to happen
tesseract system |11/3/24
peri FORCED us to finish watching g falls (just kidding he only nagged me a lil bit. ok). anyway he is bill cipher. anyway we need to spend 30 dollars on that fucking book now /lh
one MALL TRIP and many hours LATER...
we found a PLUSHIE of me, not PLANNED, but we did, anyway, also there's THIS.
it's been a weird few hours! speaking of showering. gotta do that! also acht almost pissed his PANTS we were in "hollister" (truly terrible place, packs of tik tok pilled gen alphas about, SCARY) and accidentally said Us instead of I. but they got away with it. we stay...winning?- p
3rd update of the welcome image!
tesseract system |11/2/24
again for archival purposes, here's the old one.
i worked pretty hard on the new one, so i hope ya like it! even hopped on gmod to get a not shitty picture of myself...as you do... i do like the old format of having a bunch of interests on the bottom, but it may be confusing now that were a system yk. like no we dont have 800,00,00,000 members (JSYK, systems who do are AWESOME). you're stuck with the three of us!...for now who fucking knows - a
heyy
tesseract system |11/1/24
merry christmas! i like patapon now look. also some laela in these trying times. and a cool dragon who is not laela
sometimes i forget we can draw
upd8 like 6 hours later: i made myself a pngtuber model cuz vris and peri have one so MY TURN. my city now.
it says fag on the shirt btw - a
give it a month they said!!!
vriska/peri/acht |10/28/24
hi still acht here. we have no patience also its kinda hard to IGNORE the People in the 8rain so. ughh...onto updating the a8out page...again...actually what if we put that off instead. oh also GREAT news those ex friends are telling *randomass strangers* very personal, private information about us, and starting rumors! yay! Yay! yay! (we're so tired and wish the world were kinder)- a
on goodbyes, growing up, and becoming several guys???
vriska/peri/acht |10/25/24
ever been so close with a group of people you never thought you'd seperate? yknow, friends for years... well, i've learned the hard way that nothing is forever, people will backstab you any chance they get, and that you need to look out for yourself. you trust someone with your deepest insecurities and secrets, and they spill it to others and make them hate you. cut you off. i needed some control, so i finally made a decision. to leave them all for good. (except for one, hes my bestie frfr weve been through it all. we'll see if that gets tested though...) I never believed my parents when they said my friends would drift apart by the end of highschool. well im not at the end and it happened. my childlike outlook on the world has been ripped out of my hearts, a black oozing void taking its place. someone i thought i loved with my whole heart, leaving me coldly and telling me all of my flaws. one of my closest friends, destroying my self esteem with rude and unfair comments. among other things. thank fuck my absent father made me realize...i just need to get away. so i did. of course it hurts...it hurts so bad that we're pretty sure we're a fucking system now. yay for trauma! currently speaking is... probably acht, we're blurry and i think we might be a median sort of thing. i'll give it like a month before i update any bios to reflect this. but the trauma to our brain has caused us to have to create a sort of inner support group, and i guess the best way to do that according to the flesh is to seperate me from me and the other me. we're all each other, but not at the same time. dunno! needless to say, its been a fucking ride these past 2 weeks. fuck this october. i hope i can still have a good halloween! have a good week, whoever reads this! going from 6 close friends to just 2 is rough. but we'll try our bests.- a
THERE IS LIGHT
vriska/peri/acht |10/23/24
literally one good thing has happened to me in the past 2 weeks (hyperbole. okay but...) i got my first ao3 COMMENT WOOHOOO YIPEEEEEE FEEDBACK I LOOOVE FEEDBACK YAYYY - p
sick day off!
vriska/peri |10/15/24
joy to the world, fellow sigmas, hey want a self portrait...if you could call it that
i love drawing myself over myself it is very funny do you want more? yes you do
this shit is diabolical...anyway thats as close as youre getting to a face reveal. oh frye made the big man onesie for me btw, for my birthday 2 years ago(??), it kinda sucks construction wise but ive been working on fixing it up recently. love you fryeeeeeeee ♠♠♠ (he never checks this site maybe ill annoy him about it - p
hey.
vriska/peri |10/11/24
just had the worst week of my life. i need to go to guidance at school now. needless to say, shit took a turn for the worse. i live in a n8mare! so if upd8s slow down, that's why. wish this thief of light a very "getting what he wants 8efore he fucking explodes" - p
bad news.
vriska/peri |9/29/24
i thought i was immune to the fictionkin curse of almost every interest becoming a source, but im not. i've been played for a fool. i dont actually mind too much--- i just wish i didnt feel so fragmentary. i'll be working on the third addition to the 'kin landing page. twofold alien sounds better than threefold, but oh well. thems the 8r8ks. - p
final fest!
vriska/peri |9/16/24
was really fun ::::] squid sisters sweep! i've liked splatoon for a lil bit... like 2 years now. i made this site at just about the end of my hyperfixation, so theres very little mention of it here. i used to run an art account called tacozonesu on tumblr (still exists, if you want to see some of my older art), but i got rwally stressed trying to please people online instead of making art for ME. so instead i started posting my art here, where no notes count could affect me ::::] also, splatoon made my current friendgroup as close as it is, and we all refer to eachother by our team name, TB. aka. team bum. TB 4 LYFIEZ! [if ya ever come across a TB with a star or some other symbol in splatoon, thats probably one of us ::::P) - p
stories!
vriska/peri |9/7/24
i made a place to put all of my stories, ocs and stuff yk! its the new stories tab up there. go click it. i know you wanna. warning for some intense glitter though. dont hurt your eyes! (god the space race section took me like 3 hours to figure out itsalmost 11 pm I NEED MY BED) - p
workin on SOMETHIN
vriska/peri |9/1/24
it is suddenly september. im making a PMV or whatever and here are some assets...
i have much more work to do but ermmm ! enjoy the wips - p
first day went well!
vriska/peri |8/28/24
i wore this fit to school >::::]
someoen actually did compliment me on my homestuck patches. thank fuck. i have a friend in every class except for one and im happyyyy ::::]!!!!!!! im so glad im finally expressing myself... FINALLY. the serket conquest begins NOW. euhhhh i have good teachers n stuff aaaaaaaand yeah i have a good feeling about this year. - p
sigh with a g noise
vriska/peri |8/27/24
upd8s will probably slow down a lottt now that schools startin back up. ill try my best to still do fun things here ofc! but now i dont have infinite free time womp womp. wish me luck... - p
ive lived 1000 lives
vriska/peri |8/26/24
it Continues to Approach. i was at my friends house n my feelings for terezi have been hitting me like a truck these past few days so i was like okay ill make her ministrife sprite in perler beads! so like 5 hours later i was gonna tape it up but my friends tape was erm...lets just say...fucking ass. so. it didnt end well. had a mini meltdown for like an hour then i was envigored (is that a word?) by the POWER OF LOVE!!! (and pettiness bc i wanted to get SOMETHING out of all this) so i drew somethin a bit smaller which is here
and then i made it. and the tape still sucked balls but at least everything didnt explode this time. instead it only half exploded
her right foot and cane got completely fucked and her costume's tail but OH WELL!!! we take what we get here. if there's 8ad 8r8ks you keep on moving on. also my wife is dave strider too now so thats pretty neat - p
fun times!
vriska/peri |8/25/24
It Approaches. anyway i went to an amusement park with some of my friends and my matesprit. also i made a paper dragon of him because i Love him.
it took a8out 5 hours. i wanted to focus on making cool hair cuz ive never seen a paper dragon with like 3dish hair before i guess? it aint perfect but im proud of it.
here'es all my dragons btw from oldest to newest. i dont remember if i ever showed off the nargacuga here? lookit that thang. the art on that one was printed and i planned it all on my pc which is why its massive lol
my wife's pocket strider. he came to the park with us. sadly didnt see any stuckies there... anyway, i also wanted a laminated silly guy so i made terezi.
shes hangin out with me right now actually. what a mischevious creature. siggh...school soon..... . - p
tumblrrrr
vriska/peri |8/22/24
im so happy i have my site. i do like social media, like tumblr, but im very quiet over there. i always feel like im intruding or something just by posting. i actually dislike having followers because then i feel like maybe theres an expectation. on my site though? nobody GAF i can literally put ANYTHING on here and i wont hear a lick of it!!!!!! i cant deny i like the dopamine from interactions, but this is peaceful...i like it. so if you are here: you are getting the ultra vriskadot experience. i put all my silly things here and like no where else other than my priv8 discord channel i yap in to my wife. enjoy your stay. - p
It Approaches.
vriska/peri |8/21/24
woof, almost schooltime. ive been making a bunch of shtuff though. look. NOW.
i made a perler bead thingy of my wife. because. i love him. i made it while i was over at his house, i also made these bracelets.
i also made some stickers...
and finished patching these pants!!!!!!
terezi on my mothergrubbing pants. dude. also,
wife on my jacket. - p
EU MOTHERFUCKIN' PHORIA
vriska/peri |8/16/24
my usually a8sent male lusus got me converse and. like, my arms are all num8 from EXC8MENT. excitement. sorry. oh woops i boinked up ok i have to excrete my quirk from my body every time i make a main blog post like this. i just look RIGHT! (pardon the xbox? playstation?, that is my sisters doing)
were going thrifting pt2 tomorrow so hopefully ill find a sleeved jacket like i used to have in source. anyway the point is, i am VERY happy and on the path to closet cosplaying myself everyday /HJJJ (oh btw those are my star jeans its kinda hard to tell they are stars in pictures but thats my crystal gem pride dyuuude!) - p
happy 8irtday ::::]
vriska/peri |8/15/24
to steven! i wish he were here. thank you mr universe for teaching me empathy and that there is hope for everyone and that earth is really really cool.
- p
school ::::[
vriska/peri |8/15/24
starts in like 2 weeks. time passes so quickly! i hate that. so much. and me and my friends dont all have the same lunch periods ::::/ m8 be time to sit alone for once in my life. im just like...a really weird person so making friends is hard, i severely doubt ill be making any more "besties" (my current friendgroup is so tight knit were like two steps to the left of being some kind of polycule). but thats for future serket to worry about! look at my kinda lumpy horns i made. yay. i need a headband for them though.
wish me luck. - p
bakc home now!!!!!!!
vriska/peri |8/13/24
wow i cant believe its already been a year since my last summer vacay. itll be hard for me to resist my quirk for this long post but im gonna lock in >::::) i went to canada and this month is pride, i went to my first pride parade and it was awesome!!!! i went in my zodiac shirt in hopes of someone recognizing it but no one did sadly ::::P i went with my matesprit and some family members. i also brought lazuli and someone and their friend complimented her ::::) their french canadian accents were so cute! i also saw a therian in a pretty good quality mask (it looked like a brown dog or wolfish thing) and they had a white fox tail on! first time i have seen a stranger being openly nonhuman in public. my favorite part of the parade was the LEATHER PEOPLLEEE there were so many pup players and like 3ish fursuiters (my wife got to HUG ONE. im #jealous). the pony people were epic. i have so much love and respect in my heart for the leather kinksters, the gay community of today is literally built on their backs. I LOVE YOU KINKSTERS! i waved lazuli around with a lil plastic pride flag for most of it, twas fun. there were some israel flags??? and some palestine protesters got apprehended at some point? yea it was a bit scary. still dont really know what happened. those palestine peeps were brave though. i hope i get to go pride again next year (obv in my own state). oh also, we went to this cool alternative store called diabolik. everything in there was sooo expensive but i got a cool shirt and my first set of arm warmers!!!!!!! i am gonna try to express msyelf through clothes a lot moving forward!
also i am making my horns, both as gear and because im gonna go as Myself for halloween. i might upd8 this later if i finish them tonight ::::)
- p
sourcem8!
vriska/peri |8/8/24
hehe..its the eigth day of the eigth month... im out of the country rn w my partner and he has found out that he is also a troll ::::] !! so if you see art of me & gamz together, thats why ::::] (html editor on momobile SUCKS) - p
i played pt and got happy ::::]
vriska/peri |8/3/24
same day! its late now but i was playing pt and i think i made some friends!
i talked with these sillies for a long time ::::] im nervous online so i dont usually do such things. me and the random terezi started the homestucky'ing in spawn and we just kept growing members lol. i dont think they fully understood what me being fictionkin meant, so i kept undercover the whole time basically. if any of yall see this, hi ::::] its nice to talk to people about source esp because i dont often talk to random people online! they were very nice! - p
did some stuff! as one does
vriska/peri |8/3/24
i went thrifting a few days ago and got some shtufff, i got these ripped jeans but i cant have rips in shop so i gotta patch them >::::]
yesterday i freehanded these patches and sewed them on, gog handsewing takes fucking FOREVER. these pretty cute though. the reason their shiny is i have gloss modge podge but no other sealant ::::/ looks cool to me though!!
i have this punky jacket thing with no sleeves and i put mindfang on the back. ill probably wear this to the first day of school. i plan on putting much more shit onto this.
these patches r waiting to go on my jeans. dont wanna handsew today tho so, another time. the spider, mindfang, and my horns were all made using stencils, and i made the stencils with my cricut. (by the way, im fairly certain i am kismesises with my fucking cricut /hj. allso it is SO hard not to use my quirk) - p
SIGH.
vriska/peri |8/2/24
its august ::::"[ ANYWAY MY FRIENDS ARE AGGRESIVELY 'KIN ASSIGNING ME BILL CIPHER. STOP IT. :sob: anyway when im done watxhcing gravity fallsmy brain better fuckigng not....IT BETTER NOT!!!
me i drew in an aggie that my friends VANDALIZED.
video
vriska/peri |7/31/24
remember that blog post i made about making a video...and then i just...didnt...wwell i recorded my voice and stuff but never edited anything together? yeah im gonna start working on that again ::::P
creativity
vriska/peri |7/30/24
i dont understand how there are people who dont MAKE stuff. like ever. just scroll all day and never sit down and do something and make art of any sort. im not dunking on such a lifestyle...(ESP if its bc of mental health issues, not who im tawkin about!) but i think everyone could benefit from some sort of project. i mean, im pretty sure i do something creative almost EVERY day, and if i go a day without drawing, or sewing, or crafting, or working on this silly place, i feel empty and sad. if you havent made something in a while---just been consuming, and consuming--- this is your call to go do it! (and it doesnt even have to be "good"). speaking of creativity, when i make new pages on my site, i usually draw a mockup beforehand. if its your first time here, look at these mockups and try to find the finalized pages around on my site >::::]
euhh m8kin a nother pngtu8er wohooo
vriska/peri |7/28/24
im finally almost done readin that STUPID we8comic, anyway, look at me im so hashtag handsome
i recently added the Kin Landing Page 8ecause-- o8viously i have a new..err...part of me ( i really hate using the words fictotypes and 'kintypes and such to refer to myself) and i want a space for that. lets hope i never attain any new fictional selves any fuckin time soon (he is so tired). i m8 make a seper8 8log in the serketcave eventually for like stupider shit 8ut also to keep my t8ping quirk off the main site 8ecause i dont really wish to alienate people with it, so i can get all that out there ya know?
more pt and i m8de some Thingies!!
vriska/peri |7/26/24
i played more pt with friends lookie
me and my friend decided to 8e Max Design Pro im max hes nugget
then the g8ng went out as lethal employees >::::D im the one w the 8ooty 8ow n no tail
theres me 8eing wet and soggy
i wanted to make some dangalangers for this odd part of my room that is inclined, so i did. trad 8rt is fun ::::)
(8lows air on those suckas)
ponytown..!?
nami/peri |7/23/24
i am not new to this game been playin it for like 2 years, anyway, i played with my friends today let's take a looksie at our Triumphs and Struggles
i was hangin out with me pals while they were makin some poners. while i was sitting there another Me and a tavros passed by and told me the Homestuck Ponytown Lore, in which the homestucks got ovverun by undertale aus. epic!
being some characters with my WIFE. first is my ocs laela and mal and second is betty and ice king . in both im on the left and hes on the right :3 arent we so SILLY
after everyone was done makin their shit. wife is loha, im marie, ben is shiver and my friend matt is nicole class of 09 (he is the aformentioned friend who modded the game sprites in a blog post from a while ago love him)
ben kept getting smooched up by randos. like 3 seperate instances. his charms are simply unprecedented. on my ventures i did see many homestucks actually, also i sat in the phighting zone with my wife and one of the brokers(?) said "WHY IS VRISKA HERE" so i win. also i got a compliment on my epic pony making skills. freaking cool. i did see some homestucks on the outskirts of undertale au gathering, which confirms to me the Lore as told by the wandering tavros. pretty cool (also im so bad at going Undercover Fictotypes like damn all my friends already Know (((i wasnt trying that hard to be fair)
RARE DOU8LE PROJECT COM8O!
nami/peri |7/21/24
for some reason ive 8een super motivated these past two days and i made somethin each day >::::] yesterday i made Me Shirt cuz wy naut. wanna see
i did it applique style i think its called, twas pretty fun. the fa8ric chalk should come off in the wash. my mom asked me if i identified as a scorpio n i was just like :sweat: anyway today i made a scalem8
her name is dizzy. not meant to look like 8arney woops. she is very deformed 8ut i love her for it. i used this pattern. its 8een like what a YEAR since i used someone elses pattern?? thought itd 8e fun! dizzy ofc has 8eans and shit in her 8ooty. just another friend to add to my exor8itant collection.
laz thinks i have enough plushies ::::/
(i've 8een trying to excorcise this typing quirk from my 8ody like a demon, 8ut i CRACKED OK) - s
sigh emoji
nami/peri |7/19/24
ooh ive been absolutely slackin' on tumblr. just havent felt like using it recently! been busy...workin out...reading...speaking of reading..yeah im totally freaking serket...and im NOT EVEN DONE THE COMIC YET. (to be fair im half way). i know i am about to get up to nooo good. anyway, i'll write more about this new fictotype once my feelings are more sorted out about it and im actually done the Media. i never understood the "low 'kin" concept (as someone who, previously, only had an "ID" as the people call it?) but perhaps now i do. i truly do not understand my mind how could one fictotype take like 3 months to emerge and the other one takes umm checks notes...LIKE 3 DAYS - p
pluggin... 2?
nami/peri |7/17/24
my friend ben is making a website but... again... it's here. anyway ive been getting FUCKING KINFEELS from homestuck i mgonna drop off a bridge. im past page 3000 but um im not gonna say anything until im done. i better not be fucking serket. I BETTER NOT. i like only having one fictotype..pwease....pls... - p
GENDER
nami/peri |7/16/24
im this close to forgoing all gender labels and just describing it with this series of images CMON
- p
the homestuck event horizon
nami/peri |7/15/24
i promise this is my last blog post only concerning homestuck. please get me out of here how did i get here
PLUGGIN!
nami/peri |7/14/24
hey my friend stinkyboi is makin a webbed site yyou shuold totally check it out or somethin'. homestuck is good so far im on act 4 when will i learn enough about trolls to make a troll sona please
oh no
nami/peri |7/12/24
i began to rea d homestuck. we will see what happens. i am good at reading very long things so i believe in me. this piece of media is simply too mecore for me to ignore anymore.
WIDGET.
nami/peri |7/11/24
the alterhuman summoning circle (epic webring btw) widget gave me HELL but i finally found a place to put it (and "fixed" up its weird css, idk it wasnt centered in its main thingy before). i wanted to put it somewhere more visible, but if i put it in the iframe it would just opens peoples sites in the iframe, which is. not what i want! its in the main kindergarten page now. i want to do something brave today...perrhaappss i shall... reaching out to people is scary but i WANT TO. anyway i was thinkin bout how much i love loooove my SITE. like creative brain juice spiled out everywhere.. radioactive green brain juice. i hope in the futureish future, if anyone is reading this, my site did something for you.
oh ALSO !! its been what... 8 months or so since ive had my last rlly bad hyperfixation?? im very happy about this! i think it means my mental health is doing better. hyperfixatiosn arent inheretly negative i guess...they just make me so emotional. its hard to describe. i will probably experience one in the future again, but if i never do i will NOT COMPLAIN!!
happy birthday!
nami/peri |7/9/24
this persons works straigtht up changed my life. happy birthday to the epic iconic nonbinary show creator rebecca sugar. their stuff will be talked about for a long long time. no im not parasocial i swear /JJJJ. thank you, RS.
been GAMING
nami/peri |7/9/24
good news i started workin out. my legs hrut so bad my friends. this gem is not fit. i played gmod with my pals and we made a cool base. we wanted to try a challenge of makng it only with weld and no freeze tool
my cool room
me textured wall and my friends room ft Error
surround view yo!
ive also been taking mad screenshots in unleash the light, a source game (not as in. gmod. valve. source as in im From there) which will all go into the screenshots section of pics eventually... i managed to. break the game somehow so. heres THAT
i really. do not know how this happened. sorry bis. very humorous though.
i became a creature of the dark soon after my body got imprinted onto bismuth's animation bones. yeah idk man. fun game though!
general updates idk
nami/peri |7/7/24
my goals for this summer were: learn how to drive and work out. i have done..umm neither of those but THATS FIIINE. i had a spiritual experience /j at my friends house, we were on like 2015-16 era youtube it was great. that's momma luigi to you, mario. of course we had to sing stronger than you sans version. i also found out about the "star sanses". gross... /lh. all toasters toast toast! maybe we should go back to that meme era idk i miss ytps...
roadblock again
nami/peri |7/4/24
soo..today i was SUPPOSED to upload characters on artfight..instead...i played roblox. ive been a bit DEPRESSED today, so ive been avoiding social media as well. heres what i drew in that stupid spraypaint game today
theres this game called Steven Universe Future Era 3 Roleplay which i have been playing since even before i awakened, it is nice and cozy to me. so heres some..interesting stuff from today
that's how doubles work, right?
always ask for consent before fusing, kids.
isnt that like..the opposite of fusion?
i think this gem was in distress.
anyway, i am feeling better and will probably get back to my usual productivity levels tomorrow. (it's against my programming to relax)
i joined art fight!
nami/peri |7/3/24
im still setting up all my characters n stuff (lord save my soul) anyway heres my card. thingie. wowzas
ITS JULY im a new guy
nami/peri |7/1/24
i kid. anyway im gonna DO IT. i think. i will become tumblrina. i think. I GOT THIS (i have courage froom tloz:tp on loop in order to make me not have a panic attack YIKES) - p edit: good news, my skibidis. i think i am opening up. perhaps ascending from the Shell. we shall see how it goes...but maybe social media is kinda fun??
i am TRYING
nami/peri |6/26/24
nyeeeh.. i REALLLYYY wanna become a bit of a tumblrina. like ya know actually post. i got over my fears and went back on there so, yipee. maybe soon...maybe...
- p
i suppose i am making a video..
nami/peri |6/26/24
ever notice how theres like..barely any videos about fictionkinity on youtube..at all.. so. i THINK i might make one. like an introduction video to the concept ya know. i already wrote the script but ehh, i gotta wait till im alone to record... i unno if ill actually finish it, but heres to hoping i will! - p
heh i made a pngtuber!
nami/peri |6/25/24
for funsies! i used pngtuber plus, its very easy to use. anway if i ever wanna make a video for any reason..i have this i supose..heres me bouncing around in google chrome
editing css is SCARY
nami/peri |6/23/24
my goodness..i tried to fix the issue with stuff wrapping around on smaller viewports in the perizone but eem...yeah i dunno mang. I TRIED. ill come bac to it another time. i hope i didnt break anything,,
site UPDATE wooHOOOO ASSETS
nami/peri |6/21/24
i finally updated the anciest ass index page it used to look so CRUUUUUUUUUUUSTYYYYYYYY so i drew somefin new. yeah! yipee! its been the same for what. a year and a half or something. needed a new coat of paint. i still needa work on the laz section...ohhh...oh me stars!!
class of 09...
nami/peri |6/21/24
one of my besties really likes class of 09 and we all made sprites to put into it..SIGH WHAT A DUMB GAME
if youve ever wanted to see me as jecka from class of 09 here you go :skull:
new PROJECT
nami/peri |6/20/24
im making PINK RATHIAN plushie and shes gonna be like DETAILED or whatever wish me luck i hope it only takes a few days and not too much pain and suffering. i hate sewing. progress updates probably comin soon im workin on the head currently. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT YALL - p
GRAPHICS
nami/peri |6/17/24
i made some STAMPS and BLINKIES if yall wanna see them go to mine own collections page ya might find one neat and yoink it for yourself you never know! i will definitely..make even more eventualy - p
bonka
nami/peri |6/16/24
heyall! its been increasingly apparent to me recently that i am a mentally unstable individual. woops..thats teenage brain for ya. hey wanna see something cool
funny barroth
also ive been avoiding tumblr for..wgat... since the start of this month..THATS SO BAD I NEED TO GET OVER IT - p
TODAYS WORK !!
nami/peri |6/14/24
hey little skibidis oh by the way if youre reading this? youre NEAT and probably cool and must be studied under a microscope. anyway today i gotta put DUCT TAPE on my furry suit head ..finally..after like way too long of working on the foam base. oh and i wanna work on the LAZ SECTION and fill ouut those two tabs ive been neglecting. i am ON IT~~ - p
ITS SUMMRT
nami/peri |6/11/24
heh. summer break...is now. i gots to work on my site but emm..im SICK. SIICKK IM SO MAD anyway i made some ermm summer art yipeee go lookie now - p
heyo updates n shtuff
nami/peri |6/7/24
i Return. my old site interest dump picture thing was getting OLD and STALE and MOLDY and OUTDATED so i made a new one! but heres the old one for archival sake
hopefully today i will get the code for my new "collections" page working but for nowwwwwww im going to procastinate and try out this web site called picsmix or something..wish me luck - p
fun times in roadblock!
nami/peri |6/7/24
wowies its almost SUMMER BREAK!! err i got a buncha stuff to work on regarding this site...(and ive beed avoiding tumblr for an entire week but thats neither here nor there. i think i need to go to a psychiatrist) so i was playing roblox with some buddies and had much fun in this graffiti drawing game thing. i met some adoring fans. my ego got wayyy too boosted LOL...take a look at some shtuff!
this random person drew me a bunch it was really cute :'^) SO CUTE
heres the finished piece that i was drawing there as well. FT some poopoo and piss from a juju tsoo kaisen fan. nice!
i dont think they liked my kind...LMAO.
this bluebird person saw one of my morps! i wonder if they are fictionkin or not hehe...(probably not but i can wish). i put a comment on their art that read "i forgive you bluebird".
anyway i had a good time despite my tendency to avoid social situations on the lines. turns out i do quite enjoy the attention (even if they did not know it was the Real Peridot playing with them lawl) - p
YIKES PT 2
nami/peri |6/2/24
i GENUINELTY CANNOT do this whole Internet Social Environment thig i was nice to someone in tags and they FOLLOWED ME AUGHHH WHYYYYYY I DONT EVEN POSTTTT I JUST RB WITH NO TAGS 99 Percent of the time yes im Vageupostinng im so sorry if the person sees this im sure youre really very COOL AND AWEOSME i literally am just mentally ill (pictured:)
- p
YIKES
nami/peri |6/1/24
YIIKES i made an intro post on a sideblog like "heh im finally gonna post on tumblr!" (i did not end up posting on tumblr) anyway i didnt tag the post or anything but somebody foudn it and liked it :skull: GO AWYA who uses the SSEARCH feature on tumblr :skull: (can you tell i hate being percieved) - p
happy prrriiiidee!!
nami/peri |6/1/24
i drew some art for pride month yipee!! i love bein a lil queer or somethin we are all weird and hated by the government let us all love each other at LEAST for a little while despite our differences. infighting does not help! if you are queer you are most liekly pretty dang cool - p
finals DEFEATED
nami/peri |5/30/24
and i probably did really good! which is no surprise but i tend to get anxious about these things anyway... i updated my button so that's cool, the old one was a BIT crusty okay. i wanna do some small asset updates around the site and all but erhgh um WORK? no THANKS..maybe eventually...yea! i gots like the rest of forever to that. kinda weird how this site is more than a year old by this point... i have changed a lot, not really better, just kinda the same, but hey, change is cool! sometimes. i am still unemployed - p
i painted a fricken bird
nami/peri |5/29/24
this gem just wants finals to END. AUGGHH. anmyway i cast a concrete bird in shop and took it home and painted it epic me and laz colors go go woo yeah
also i finally took that mb ti thing people obsess over an im an uhh intj t whatever the heck that even means - p
the project is DONE
nami/peri |5/28/24
teehe! i had a quite BAD memorial day weekend (i didnt get enough attention and my mental health went out the wazoo but yk how it is) , but one good thing did come of it. i finsihed laz! she is crusty as hell but i love her. lookie now!
here is front and back/..she has beans in her body so she can actually sit if ya balance it a bit. oh and i embroidered her lil shinies in her hair! i love those dang things. in real lift its pyrite :^3 here are some more pics...
little qpp flag tag :^3 aaanywaywer this is like my first (actually finished) humanoid plush so ey not too shabby methinks. yuaaa - p
onto the next project!
nami/peri |5/26/24
one thing youtube canNOT sabotage is plushiemaking. i have this blue fluffy kinda rosey fabric and it remided me a lot of laz' hair so i offhandedly though "huh i probably have the rght colors to make her" and evr since yesterday i have been working on that. currently procrastinationg making her body but hey her head's done! ( i should really get to work...)
- p
i made a playlist
nami/peri |5/25/24
heya! i made a palylist of silly silly music i like if yuou like uhhhhhh hyperpop or whatevr go check it out. if ya want. 'tis be it edit: nevermind youtube hates it when you put copyrighted music in a vdieo :skull emoji: - p
gmod
nami/peri |5/24/24
gmod is one of humanity's best inventions i think. wanna see some stuff from the past like 5 sessions. most of these were before my 'kin awakening
what a lovely game with friends - p
nevermind!
nami/peri |5/22/24
i guess i nested all the grid boxes in One grid box somehow and i tought they disseapred but ijust had to delete one line of code all is well. how did that even happen - p
OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS.
nami/peri |5/22/24
guess which gem just deleted half a html page he was working on...yeah...IM SO MAD...AUGJHJA UAGYAHAGAYGAHAGYAU wellp time to get back to work!!!( I really dont want to). good news been doing some SOUL SEARCHING ok not really but anywya i have gfound that narccisists are super relatbale and cool i have many traits bt i am a bbaby baby so i do not have it but i do hahve o d d which is like cluster b lite so /JJ anyway. theres that. oh my stars i do not want to make this page again oj midj sp r - p
awesome website reccomendation
nami/peri |5/19/24
my dear friend ben is making a website, as ou can see he is very talented, go check him out, professional website builder ben tb here - p
back..yet againa
nami/peri |5/19/24
not sunday's biggest fan to be honest. new site section is coming along well but it is literally unreadable on mobile (the images squid the box really thin), which is not a Big deal my site isnt meant for mobile, but i still kinda wanna read it...so i am gonna work on fixing that today. also maybe work on the "laz section" i dont know what i wanna PUT in that but i know i want to put Somethings in there so i will brainstorm a bit! - p
yeayaa
nami/peri |5/18/24
good news! i finished that homework! ermm so anyway i have a small site renovation in mind. i never ended up doiing much with the "safe place" page so i decided i will scrap the whole thing and replace it with something a bit more relevant. hopeuflly i will make it presentable enough by the end of the day :^3 - p
hewwo
nami/peri |5/17/24
heh wowzaseurmmmmmm its like month uh two of being fictionkin! aweomsauce! (save me). ive been working on a document recording all of my currently known knwoledge about my species. its a big ol work in progress---this gem can barely remember what happened last week ok, this is a lot of brain power. fursuit head foam base is almost done and ready for furring but i gotta do a few touchups n get everything looking good enough. i am updating my site instead of doing my romeo and juliet homework. i reallt want to post on tumbler (he wont because of the anxiety death beam) - p
recent stuffz
nami/peri |4/13/24
been making silly stuff here is...fiber robonoid her name is TW-69 it stands for The Worst
also work has been goin pretty good on my fursuit, i wil be done the foam base soon, but i want to finish it before i share anything... also i impulse bought a 60 gram piece of lapis lazuli erm OKAY LOOK I MISS HER - p
tumblr
nami/peri |3/31/24
i REAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLUYYYYYYYYYY wanna strat interacting with the nonhuman and alth community on tumblr like actually posting about my experiences and stuff but ouuhagh(ANXIETY) so bad..so so bad....ik its freakazoid landia over there but i still fear being too WEIRD. which i Shouldnt but i Do. and i generally just have a fear of rejection so...yk cant be rejected if i dont post... but merrprpp . - p
finished a rpoject 2day and general plushies update!
nami/peri |3/31/24
i made alien plush because i didnt wanna spend CURRENCY, also, i ave worked on a few plushis since GAB that i did not catalogue here, so i will now!
i am still a novice and went through some patterning puzzles here, but it turned out pretyy well and how i imagined it in my head. i tried threadscupting for the first time on the Feet there if you can see. the geebler is weighted with beans so it can sit. this is the project i finished today.
here is most of my plushes since gab in order of recency
i made the long eastern dragon, named alice, on thanksgiving, she took me one and a half days. she's shoddily made but i love her very much. she is an unspecified length of "very long"
her tail is weighted with beads and so is her legs and ears, she is very good for snuggles and such.
this is sky snake, a quick one day project when i was bored.
i am still a novice, but i have come quite a ways. there is ONE project i have not shown here...um...maybe eventually (it's a lifesized 'plushie' of princess bubblegum that lives next to my bed and is bald because i lost motive by the time i had to make her hair. she is scary and my friend group loves her)
i hope you like my plushes! maybe one day i will make some i can sell. - p
the identity crisis NEVER ENDS
nami/peri |3/25/24
its goever...im no longer a woman..but like i kinda still am but not in the she/her way...goodbye she her pronouns...Good bye...
i'm back..yet again
nami/peri |3/19/24
woa. Hey im back im a year older now and i basically only got the motivation to update my site because I wanted to edit my about page: if you COULDNT tell, ive done some euhhh, considering and WOWIES, i have a new SOURCE. Truly amazing (I am so distressed please Help this Gem). I also realized my dragon kintype has really faded and i felt little to no connection to it anymore, really my dragoninity (is that a word) comes from my koraidon 'type and i suppose i was confused. Being WRONG IS OK!!! So i axed that. I have also come to terms with more parts of me. overall, i'm pretty happy, but i really miss lazuli and a lot of other sourcemates, which SUPER SUCKS. (ALSO I have been crafting!!! i made a buncha plushies and im working on a fursuit right now and i've made a lot of cardboard crafts too. Who KNOWS when i'll be motivated enough to take nice photos of allat...you'll def see the suit eventually though :3)
woops!
nami |1/30/24
happy belated new year yall! i take so long to update this site i am SO BAD. i keep waiting so long my interests keep changing. still love AT, but the fixation has ended. i am currently Normally Interested in...steven universe. I have evolved as a person from a hater in 2017 to now writing a fic about my su ocs. Yeah! and i have to make a new 2024 section in the art page...sigh. thanks for visiting my site in this day and age, coding your own site is hella punk rock!
my au
nami |11/7/23
Guys, this is BAD. once I Start Making the ocs, it O V E R! so, anyway, i saw someone online make a comment about how neddy is a dragon and is bonnie's brother so of course that must mean bonnie is also a dragon! and i havent been normal since! like, okay. IM a dragon, so obvciously i am insane about this . check the art tab. i will not elaborate too much, but bonnie's a weredragon and is sorta insecure about it. finn thinks it epic. i think its epic...oh and ellie is marcy and bonnie's test tube love child. maybe i will get the motive to actually write about all of this stuff, but for now my brain is violently bulging with gummy juice
brain gummy
nami |10/18/23
Okay, one month later! i haven't hyperfixated this hard in a Long Time. basically, my friends watched fionna n cake and i was like, jeebus! i was an adventure time girlie when i was younger but not really into the lore much or anything so i watched it and i went crazy and im likeee halfway thru watching adventure time now. im so inane...pb i lovey ou
(alsoi m definitely not finishing ogerpon before haloween..ermm..oops
im soo ocrazy!!
oh boy..
nami | 9/18/23
i really wasnt kididng when i said updates woiuld be slow...erm its soo lesbiphobic that i have to go to highschool...im just a reptile and your maing me do algebra... anwyay, hai!! its almosr O CTOBER and im acytually gona do cosplay this halloween woah! i havent done anything for halloween in 3 years..as we know the pkmn dlc came outsies and IM OBSESSED WITH OGERPON. going thru a little fixatioon on her and im gonna be her!! it'll be a big project but i think im ready. also im so happy all my friends and my wife are chill with my 'kinity, i couldnt ask for better guys in my life. literally agias.
about koraidon
nami | 8/18/23
i have been thinking recently about (one of) my species, and that is the 'raidon. i actually kind of dislike that name and i do prefer the alternate name "winged king", but in the end i would prefer certain humans don't meddle in naming us aanyway. i have been pondering my relation to the source, and as a very non spiritual person its been a little difficult. though i have a few things figured out(probably): i'm in no way related to any of the in-game koraidons. my brain tells me i live(?) lived(???) in a time untouched by humans or whatever. also it's not a very pokemon-y place if that makes sense. like i'm not breathing fire and exploding into balls of light or whatever. if i do posess magic it's not overly present, but i dont think i do at all. at the very beginning of my alterhumanity journey i heavily questioned myself if i were faking, im a big skeptic, my brain tries to logic its way out of everything, but no.... im a big scarlet lizard... in real :3 anddd thats why i dont particularly enjoy the label 'fictionkin' to describe myself either. theres nuffin wrong with it, its just like, Im Real yk... anyway just had to get some of those thoughts out. though i do wonder if my, even if sort of tangental, connection to the source is a contributor as to why i feel such a strong sense of real-ness and friendship with the main cast of that game.
gear?
nami | 8/17/23
after making the dragon puppet, i got inspired to continue doing crafty-things and ended up speedrunning these two masks. i made the koraidon in one day and added the lower jaw today, it's a moving jaw buttt i can never get the bands to fit my head just right so it doesnt really work... its SOOO gender though... then i quickly thru together this dragon mask after that. i got the measurement perfect this time an it fits nice and tight. i have been thinking about making a youtube channel specifically for and about reptilekin, since all of the therians/otherkin/alterhumans i see online, i swear... theyre all mammals!! there's nothing wrong with that, but i feel a wee bit lonely. enjoy the selfies.
they're both mainly made out of cardboard and acrylic paint. the 'raidon mask's antennae are fabric and stuffed though :3 soo soft...
dragon puppet
nami | 8/13/23
i made my first dragon puppet yesterday. she took maybe like 6 hours or so. she's made of cardstock and fabric and i used posca markers and colored pencil for the coloring. see those pseudocheeks?
hey there!!
nami | 8/6/23
sapphics are not immune to eventually watching utena. recently ive had a bit of an identity crisis and perhaps i am a fool for thinking i've got my identity all figured out at the age of 14, but i've identified as bisexual for i think 6 or 7 years and i recently came to the realization that i literally just actually do not care for men in a romantical or sexual way At All. i struggled with that for like 2 days and anyway hey i'm a lesbian. i've been terribly slacking on my silly den and since school is going to start soon, i dont suppose i'll get much better about it... for now my only worries are updating the art page (i draw a lot!) but the other pages may not be updated for a long while. anyway watch utena its good im on episode 29 god i love girlboys
back!
nami | 7/25/23
my head hurts... anyway, we are back from vacation. i overestimated gab's structural integrity and he is slated for some repairs soon. here are some things i got during my trip.
this is the humerus and ulna i found on a beach. i think it's of a seafowl. maybe a goose or pelican?
i picked up this little fellow in japantown! it was a blind box sort of thing and im sooo sososososo happy i got the pink one!!! i have a recent obsession with cute gunpla so, im a happy critter... i plan on getting a actual gunpla soon :^3 (i really want the 1/100 fm aerial, but my wallet doesn't). here's my updated shelf.
it was fun but i'm happy to be home again.
oh, i got pikmin 4 too ^^!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS FUN!!
another beast is done
nami | 7/17/23
i started working using this raptor pattern about 3 days ago. i made amends with my sewing machine during this. i also JUST realize the head is so tiny because the pattern called for 4 pieces... it didn't say so on the pattern sheet... woops. anyway, here is gab (guel aviary blingonium) who is the brother of gob.
here is some in progress
i did a lot of work today because i wanted to finish before i fly across the country. gab will come with me on the plane :^3...sorry, err, what, i'm taking him on a ride using my wings!
g-witch
nami | 7/11/23
sapphics are not immune to eventually watching g-witch, huh? i don't know anything about gundam except "it has big robots", but its been fun to piece things together while i watch this :3 im REALLY enjoying it so far. i am a firm believer in not binging things, but erm... i was supposed to only watch 4 episodes yesterday and ended up watching 6. i watched 4 today and episode 10 took my wife, kids, and pelted me all at once, and i've heard it only gets worse. how exciting! i'm a bit late watching it and got spoiled a little already, but its okie. i'll continue drawing women now...
gmod
nami | 7/10/23
gmod is a really fun game with the right people :3
beast is done
nami | 7/7/23
their name is gob and they are very silly :3 (gob is short for georgios ocellus blingonium).
i will go into a little detail of their creation. the body is a base made of wires wrapped with bed batting. the face and feet are made of oven bake clay and painted with acrylic. i dont have resin so i just sort of sealed it with clear nail polish... (don't do that). for the body, i used the masking tape method to create the pattern.
the topmost piece is the neck and back piece. the two pieces on the left are the body's sides. the piece on the right is the tail.
i handsewed everything again, but its probably normal to do that for something like this anyway. i used hot glue to attach the clay parts to the wire and fur. i didn't mean for the ears to be so large, but the fabric i used was fluffier than i recalled. the front leg's wire was too short so i had to glue the feet to the fabric instead which is why they always appear to be in a bounding sort of pose. i am happy with them.
beast in progress
nami | 7/7/23
a year or so ago i got a few day long hyperfixation on artdolls so i made a base for one but never got farther than that because i didn't know how to sew or sculpt, really. i'd say i still don't know how to do either of those things very effectively, but i do know enough to get this dinky thing conceptualized. this is the result of a day and a half of work so far, and i plan to finish today.
don't look at me with those big ol' eyes! everything other than the eyes is made all by me. the eyes were from etsy but my grandma bought them a million years ago so i don't remember who the seller is. all i have left to do today is the tail, and hot gluing clay parts to the wires, as well as the ears. hopefully you will see them done soon :3
thinking about artfight
nami | 7/2/23
i've never joined an artfight before, but i've felt very tempted recently. one of the best feelings in the world is making stuff for others and seeing them melt and explode over it!! i know i have the necessary skill to make that happen on a regular basis. but... i am SO anxious online, i feel like the ratio of Happy:OhGod is going to tip in favor to OhGod more often than not. anyone else feel that? i'll think about it. if i do end up joining, i hope i get to draw a lot of dragons :3
a lack of scaled friends
nami | 7/2/23
one of the only things i dislike about living in a place with all 4 seasons is the distinct lack of reptiles. i only see like maybe MAX 10 a year. this is very bad and i get super excited whenever i see a fellow reptile because of this... summer is good because that's when all the snakies come out. i saw one a few weeks ago and got VERY happy. i will be travelling to a hot place in a week though, so hopefully i see a lot of friends...
pikmin 4 demo!
nami | 6/29/23
i cannot describe how excited i am for this game. pikmin is a very close series to me, and its THE game my friends think of when they think of me. for a very long time we pikmin fans thought pikmin 4 was nothing but a figment of our imaginations. miyamoto mentioned it over the years, but it was always "in development", with not much more to go off of. but now we live in a world where it comes out in a month. it's mind boggling. and i really REALLY enjoyed the demo! the atmosphere is a lot different than past games. past games always had a feeling of desolation--- due to lonelieness and human remains combined. but in pikmin 4's universe, it seems humans are still here... or left very recently. this causes the atmosphere to be a lot less dreadful, i suppose. and also, there's so many friends surrounding you, you don't feel alone at all! it's not better or worse to me, just different. all the games make me feel cozy though, including this one. the character creation options are a bit... limited, so i didn't really have the resources to make a "self-insert". instead, view the beauty that is pink sauce.
how do my fellow pikmin fans feel? honestly, to me, the fact that i can control oatchi is a game-winner. sorry, i'm just creature-coded...
my story!
nami | 6/28/23
i decided to make an index page for a story i've been working on for a while and recently got an interest in. i plan on eventually adding a real link to it somewhere on my site, but i haven't thought of a good way to yet... i want it to be sort of hidden yet also not completely misseable. anyway, for now, here it is!. it's quite the work in progress for now.
look what came in!
nami | 6/28/23
i ordered an articulated dragon off of etsy and i'm very happy with it!! is so good for my brain... and of course i'm happy to have more dragons in my hoard. the seller even sent a little extra! how nice! (hand reveal)
cardcaptor
nami | 6/26/23
yesterday, i began watching cardcaptor sakura! i had been meaning to for a while because i had always enjoyed the art style of it (i really love 90s anime art styles), and of course i love magical girls. like many, my introduction to the genre was from pmmm, but im not under the opinion that pmmm is a "deconstruction" of the genre or anything. i think its a celebration! anyway, i'm only on like episode 8 right now, but i am thoroughly enjoying my time. sakura's personality makes me very very happy--- and also, i just keep thinking, "she's so cool!". come on, she rollerblades to school... you just can't get cooler than that. tomoyo is very queer, we love to see that--- i feel like many magical girl animes, no matter how dated, depict wlw relationships and/or characters, which is another reason why i love the genre. in fact, i dont think i know any magical girl shows that dont have any queer women within them. this anime makes me feel very connected to my femininity and so very glad to be a "girl"!
laela plushie
nami | 6/25/23
i made a plush of my oc laela using this pattern along with a little modifications. of course, no plushie of mine is mine if it isn't at least mildly deformed.
this is the hole where she was turned inside out.
her blue tummy.
i hand sewed everything because, interestingly i went through a lot of emotions while making this plush... my brother machine freaked out a few times, all the fault of mine, and it made me panick a bit and i already didn't like using the machine, so i am further pushed away from it. let's just say there is a few holes in the internal bobbin container... also, i was viciously attacked by my intestines while i was attempting to sew the body pieces together yesterday, i cried! so yeah a lot happened but she is done now! she is infused with the entire spectrum of human emotion. also don't mind the unfinished tatsugiri in the background. i got really burnt out trying to pattern the body piece and maybe one day i will return to it once i am more experienced.
she has hand embroidered eyes, and beans inside of her stomach. it took me three days to complete. modifications include horns + ears, blue stomach and her tuft at the end of her tail.
power
nami | 6/23/23
sometimes, people use power for evil.
modding spore
nami | 6/22/23
i have been on a bit of a spore interest recently, so i wanted to download it again, so i did (after regrettably having to download the new ea app. not like origin was really any good either). ever since i was a young-er-in', i've been fascinated with the dark injections mod but i never really knew how to implement that. well, i decided to try and live my childhood dream of modding spore! yipee! everything went well enough at the start, following along with a spore modapi tutorial. but....... in order for it to work you need to have galactic adventures downloaded. look , i have almost 800 hours in spore which may not be much to some, but it is one of my most played games of ever. i am truly happy with core spore and never bought any addons and was not about to spend 20 dollars on some dlc i would never use simply to mod the game. so, even though spore modapi's website says legally downloaded version of galactic adventures is needed, well... that certainly didn't stop me from trying. after spending a little time on a shady website since i have no eye for self preservation, i have some files and a weird installshield. i tried to use the setup thing but it insisted i didnt have spore installed, so it refused to install g.a.. so be it, whatever then! i go to ea app and open properties on my sporegame and notice an interesting button. "repair" button. well, i did mess with the files some so i wanted to make sure nothing broke before i opened the game. it repaired stuff and... i look into the files and, there it is, an illegal galactic adventures mounted to spore by the ea app itself. fuck you ea. needless to say! i am downloading a lot of mods... (also, my spore is in japanese due to my device locale and i don't know how to fix it. erm!)
stickers
nami | 6/19/23
stickers are very wonderful things. many people do not find a use for them but i just enjoy having them and making them too. just a little sticky version of a little guy maybe, or even your favorite character or something. a reminder of the fantastical. the childlike wonder... contained only on a single piece of vinyl. very powerful isnt it?
i swear i will go to sleep
nami | 6/18/23
my first post
nami | 6/18/23
ahh... stretches wings... it seems you found my totally secret, err, "blog", as they call it. who is "they"? um, well thats a good question... maybe merriam webbster? i dont know their pronouns. anyway, it's like 9 pm, i'm pooped. take this.
