KIN STATS^2

work in progress. :::;) i'll 8e using the same questions from my other 'kin stats page, 8ut will mainly focus on this source instead. spoilers ahead.

when did you awaken?: i honeslty dont know exactly when it was. it was like a few days into my homestuck reading when i was somewhere around the point where i threw tavros into the a8yss. this was around the middle of july. it wasnt a sharp awakening like my first one, it was gradual and i kinda tried to fight it!!!!!!!!

speaking of awakening, how did it go?: not as 8ad as the first one i guess! it was kinda shitty 8c i wasnt even done reading 8y the time i knew. so everything felt so uncertain and really OFF... which makes sense 8c im from the retcon timeline and half the story i was looking at parentheses vriska! aka not me. 8ut i guess it wasnt too 8ad yea.

psychological or spiritual 'kin?: psychological as always.

relationship with source?: used to think it was cringe, and my friend's older 8rother is o8sessed with it. eventually i started to 8ecome sort of enamoured with it, so me and two of my friends 8oth agrreed to start reading it together in part due to said 8rother. i finished way 8efore any of them of course. and i liked it! other than that i dont have a history with it.

closeness to "fictotype"?: same answer as is on the original 'kin stats page. except now everything is more complic8ed 8ecause i am like. two. 8ut still one conscious. weird and uncomforta8le shit.

worst thing about fandom?: ugh. the way people interpret me 8ugs the shit out of me. its like people forget we were only 6 sweeps old.

how do friends feel about this?: same as original kin page. somehow i feel sorta 8ad for changing and acquiring new names 8ut i dont think they mind.

funniest thing about being kin?: for This, pro8a8ly reacting as expected to any mention or s8 of 8uckets.

thing you miss most from source?: terezi.

fav song from source?: moonsetter. its very import8nt to me. i even know the main melody on piano ::::>

thoughts on doubles?: they are so hot and somewhat scary. i love my fellow serkets with all of my heart.

thoughts on sourcemates?: hahahahahahahaha! well honestly i wouldnt mind speaking to any of my old troll friends, i just dont know if theyd even want to talk to me. i may not 8e as h8ed as i think, 8ut ive wronged a lot of people ::::p

favorite sourcemate?: i am closest to terezi, duh, 8ut in terms of others, i do like karkat. and j8de. and oddly enough ive 8een feeling very pitch towards eridan recently.

kin insecurities?: not 8eing mean enough. ok that was mostly a joke. i guess i dont really have many insecurities when it comes to this!!!!!!!!

any gripes with this reality?: this shit is way 8etter than any incipisphere. just wish there were more shitty trolls around. i miss 8eing shitty and having that 8e the societal expectation.

do you get memories?: meh, same answer as og 'kin p8ge mostly.

are you similar to how you are in source?: yea, i just know when to keep my judgy shit to myself now. still struggle with empathy and all that. i am also patently less murderous!

thoughts on being stuck in a human body?: i like it here, 8ut i want my horns 8ack. and dare i say my genitals.

most embarrassing 'kin related thing?: if i were weak, i would consider it em8arrassing 8ut i really dont, i guess ill say humans would think of pitch and ashen attraction as pretty weird. and i do experience those.

BEST thing about being fictionkin?: getting to exist as the coolest and most attractive troll :::;)